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[Jul. 5th, 2009|10:27 am] |
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am again in a state of black and blueness.
Have had 2 fab nights marred only by our son walkin in on us last night and us having to explain that daddy was rubbing mummys back better as it was very sore after digging the garden!
Friday night comprised of shots, a few games of cards followed by a stint on cam and a delicious young man jetting around to help Mark out in the using me department.
I cant even think about it without getting very horny so am unable to fill in details now as I have the children here and need to remain focussed on being a good mummy!
Last night was more frenetic and comprised of various tasks being carried out in the garden, in the kitchen, in the back yard etc and with no visitors - except the unexpected 1 from our son lol!
I am very slow today, still rampantly horny but in a sore, slow, please be gentle with me now way! My head hurts from where myhair has been pulled, my neck aches from where it has been pulled, my ass stings from where it has been whipped, my writs are chaffed from where i have been tied.
I now have to cook a sunday lunch and do general household chores while my head is somewhere very different! |
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[Jun. 6th, 2009|10:30 am] |
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OMG I am delicate this morning!
M and I decided to play cards last night. Then we decided to have shots and do forfits. This always goes in 1 direction! As always when we play cards, have shots and do forfits,within the hour I was half cut, dressed in a few bits of black lacey stuff and on my hands and knees with my head being held back by my hair and a cane whacking against my rear! An hour later again and I was in tears and a total write off and had to be carried to bed and snuggled to sleep.
Its been a while! I'd forgotten how very intense things get and was totally overwhelmed. I did very well though and took quite a beating - apparently I was a defiant girl! Am feeling it this morning though - both my head and my ass are throbbing! Mark has taken the kids swimming so I can have a soak in the bath and just chill a little.
I am out with the girls this eve for meal and few drinks in our local. Then I have been told I have further tasks to perform :-)
Life is so good at the moment x |
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[Jun. 5th, 2009|10:23 am] |
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Well, here we are again.
Been a while since I last had chance to update and ,as ever, it looks like being a bullet point job again - my life is just so action packed lol!
Just back from the po to collect my parcel for school. Been looking at the life cycle of the butterfly last week and next week we will be settingup a butterfly garden and rearing our own caterpillars and observing the changes we have learned about before letting our butterflies out into the world. Was very excited about collecting the parcel containing the kit and a little worried about how the caterpillar x5 would be feeling with being in a box in the post in the last few very hot days. On opening the box there are no effing critters inside!!! Just a certificae with a ref no and website - I have now ha to pay a further few quid and the wriggly so and so's will be with me by Thurs of next week!!! GGGGGRRRR Thanks for misleading me Amazon!Thanks for telling me the kit was complete with 5 caterpiddlers!! Not happy bout that at all - promised m class that we will be setting it all up Monday and will have 32 sad faces to face mon am now! :-(
All else good. have hit 2stone w loss mark but have not lost any now for over a month - back and forth to the caravan doesnt help as we tend to have bbq's etc and therefore more stodge than usual. Havent gained any so not too bad. Will egt back into it again end of August - dont want to have to buy new clothes for summer as have found huge batch of pre Harri clothes which all fit nicely! M has lost almost 4 stone - he is verrrrrrry sexy withoiut his pot belly!
Have been getting plenty of exercise this last few wks too. :-) We are enjoying the shared pleasure of msn and hope to progrss further and FINALLY find ourselves a female play mate - been talking about it for years and still not beenable to sort out but it seems to be now on the cards - fingers crossed, its been a while for me in that department!
Its my birthday next Friday - 37!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLEURGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not keen about that spo will move swiftly on...
Going to see Take that on 16th June - am so excited - have a full hospitality package - dunno if it means I get to pleasure Gary and Howard but hey I can live in hope lol!
Had a fab half term - Hal had his 7th birthday and also his 1st football presentation - trophy for most promising new comer, players player and also a full wales kit for being so dedicated to game! Have had to put up little corner shelves for his trophies - belss him!
Ffi is STILL evil but is soooo cute she can be forgiven!
my gynae issues (I will skirt around this lol) are still ongoing and unresolved which is a bloody nuisance but I ahve now been prescribed some tablets which will - hopefully - contrl the fluctuation in hormones and keep me on a more even keel. Yes, its true - I am getting increasingly loopy as each month comes and goes and I am being very difficult to live with and M is a saint to cope with me, but dont tell him I said that! Its early days yet but hopefully hopefully I will be more my usual chilled self when they kick in and wont throw any more plates etc!!! :-/
Just read this and decided there is no fow to this post at all - I;m gonna have a cuppa and sit in the sun instead.
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[Apr. 20th, 2009|09:57 pm] |
Dexter series 3 10pm fri 24th April on fx
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Apr. 18th, 2009|06:21 pm] |
i am now officially no longer blond!!!
been toying with idea of going brunette again after 10 yrs of being a blondie pop and bit on the bullet today - looking damn fine if i do say so myself!! |
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[Apr. 16th, 2009|04:06 pm] |
had a fab easter break. Andalucia was as always fan bloody tastic and also had a good week in the van - found a superb place which is really the most beautiful spot in the uk that i have ever been to. Am beautifully tanned from spain and weather beaten from devon. Have gained 4lb in the 2 wks which isnt too bad. i am now up 2 my eyeballs in laundry from the 2 hols!! ugh!
Hope all had a good Easter hol xx |
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[Mar. 20th, 2009|01:47 pm] |
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am soaking in te bath while the kids are in school, have finished my dissertation, done the house chores and am now eagerly awaiting this evening. After we have dropped ?H's friend home and been 4 pizza hut the children shall be snuggled in2 bed and after game of cards with shots and fawfits (sp) things are going to get nasty :-)
there is nothing much that beats the anticipation of a damn good humiliation and thrashing!!! sometimes the anticipation is almost more exciting than the actual event. have been receiving instructions by txt throughout the day and am getting increasingly aggitated. how i am going to exercise control in pizza hut i dont know - but i obviously will have to!
and tomorrow i shall enjoy spending the day as a family whilst wincing with pain every time i move and all the time crave more!!!
i am turning into a very greedy girl :-)
wow - lil hammy me doin a good job today!!!! |
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[Mar. 15th, 2009|10:10 pm] |
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another few hours of absolute filth!! swear to god i must have lost a few more pounds lol!!!
lost 1st 8lb so far - had a bit of a blip but back on track again now and loving the way my body can move more freely now there is less of it! A long way to go but hey, 1 step at a time!
Time for a cuppa and something sugary to top my energy levels up a little now and then something a lot less energetic and without the whirring of the laptop in the background! But hell, int technology effin great!! lol!
Hope a good w/e was had by all xx
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how horny does my little hamster me look?????????? sorry Hammy - on this occassion you just dont do me justice!! |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2009|03:02 pm] |
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feeling as if i have had a diy hysterectomy today after a full on weekend!
su - fucking - perb!!
bring it on lol :-) |
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| news in brief |
[Feb. 18th, 2009|11:42 am] |
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* Lil Miss was 3 on Saturday and has turned into the child from hell ever since!Someone else we know with same birthday so we thought of her x
* Lil Miss starts school next Monday - full time by the end of the week and is very excited - maybe the change is unsettling her?
* Lil Miss had her measles booster vac this am and is doing a dying swan on the sofa!
* Big Boy has lost his 1st tooth and has 2 more wobblers.
* Big Boy has almost completed his Match Attax book and wants to buy the expensive 100 club cards online!
*Hubby is away up north this w/e so just me n the kiddies
* Both hubs and I have lost our 1st stone and hit a bit of a stumbling block but will keep going - clothes now too big but next size down too small!
* Money continues to be very tight but am doing well selling £100 - £200 a week on ebay to cover holiday/ van costs etc
* Girls night out tom eve - we have now increased to 12!
* only 6 weeks til Andalusia and 7 til start of seasonal pitch
* Wales looking good in this years 6 Nations !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)
Short and sweet - quite unlike me - tall & slightly sour!!
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[Jan. 29th, 2009|02:14 pm] |
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just a quick update.
have now lost a grand 12lb since 5th Jan. Mostly down to slimming worl, partly due to the nasty sore throat and cough bug that i have at the moment. Trousers are getting very long now where they are sitting lower on my hips rather than tightish round my tum! Going to have to invest in some safety pins i think lol! Don't want to buy new clothes yet as i have a long way to go and am going to andalucia in april so would like some new things then. plus, if i keep in big clothes then when i do get smaller ones it will make more of a visual weight loss impact!!!! How vain am i??????????????????? lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not at all really - just want recognition for doing well!
no news. money tight, selling like mad on ebay to fund seasonal van pitch and making a tidy sum each week for a few hours input.
my baby girl starts school in 3 weeks when she turns 3 - 3 already!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg it goes soo fast.
off to weigh again now....obsessed? Me??? lol
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[Jan. 15th, 2009|01:23 pm] |
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well, I have been Slimming Worlding it for almost 2 weeks and have so far lost 6lbs :-)
Feeling good about it too. Have a looooooooooooooooong way to go to get where i want but my head is in the right place and I am seeing results so bring it on!!
Having problems again with the twat that is my ex husband. because I won't jump to his tune he is making huge hoo ha about having H over night and for holidays. H hates seeing him for a day and cries and has night terrors if we start talking about staying over so its a no brainer - it aint gonna happen! The twat didn't help himself any by buying a range of Christmas gifts that were way off H's radar - spiderman monopoly rather than monopoly original, Chelsae kit (FFS!!!!), heeeoooooge pool table that H hated and has been replaced with a wii (which he loves!). Not that H is materialistic in any way !! He is very aware that anyone who knows him well would never get anything spiderman or anything other than CCFC or Man Utd or Barcelona footie stuff because he hates spiderman and loves "his" teams, so by his way of thinking Knobber doesn't know him and hasn't made the effort to listen to what he likes and has interest in and is therefore not worth the time of day. He is a bright boy! Not going to think about it any more cos I'm getting aggitated again! Why can't non resident parents realise that in many cases the child/ren are happier with their full time, day to day family???? GGGRRRRRRRR!
*Deep breath*
Thats better! So am off to chat up my washing machine repair man now :-)
Here's hoping the week ahead sees me another 3lb lighter xx |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2009|12:17 pm] |
Well, the festivities are over and life is returning to normal, the decorations and trees are down and stashed in the garage and storge for toys and gifts has been made and filled!
We had a fab Christmas - Hal had a tv and dvd for his room and ffi had a Peppa Pig scooter. H also had a full size pool table (dur!) from my ex husband - who in their right mind would buy a full size pool table for a 6 yr old child without 1st checking a) that the child likes pool, b) that the effing thing fits in house with extra room all around for cue movement c) that parents haven't already got child a 10 in 1 small games table???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FFS!!!! Said pool table was bought on new gullible girlfriends credit card - i see a pattern developing here! - so we can't exchange it for a wii and so its gone on ebay - fingers crossed all please!
I had a lovely red i pod to use in my new red golf and tickets fdor take that in Cardiff in June!!!! lucky lucky l;ucky me!! Mark had a brick in the new CCFC stadium with a soppy message on it and an invitation to attend the opening and see his brick in situ. Oh, andd a season ticket for him n Hal just in case they get into the premiership next season!
So we all did very well.
Got lots of bargains at the 5am next sale and also at dear old Woolwoirths... anfd monsoon... and fatface lol! We like sales!!!
New Year was less fun as Ffi had been suffering increasingly with constipation from Christmas day. This reached crisis point on NY eve when, after 3 days worth of syruip of fig extract and fruit juices and tummy massage and hot baths and calling nhs direct who said to do all of the above when we already were, she was wailing in pain and rolling around on the floor with high temp and fever. At just before mid night we had the mass evacuation!!! We celebrated this rather than NY!!! The joys of parenthood eh lol!
So its back to school and work for us all on Monday and I am rather looking forward to getting stuck into a new term. I am getting on with Slimming World again and am actually attending class this time rather than just doing from the mags etc so hope to do well.
We will be spending a lot of time at the van this year as we have our seasonal pitch so will literalyy be our home from home - think we setting up in few wks so really looking forward to that as not been since November and all missing it hugely.
Gotta go now and watch ET again - Ffi obsessed with him since watching, and thankfully sky+ing, over Christmas. She sobs uncontrollably at the end every time lol!! Hal hates it! He has gone to CCFC FA cup game this aft so we girls are free to watch our oppy stuff! He's hoping to see Joe Ledley as he's leaving. Bless him! He's into Cardiff football with renewed interest after the CCFC talent scout said they will be monitoring him until he is 7 with view of training with their jnr youth! Its not Man Utd but it will definately d0!!!
ok, Happy New Year - hope all well xxxx |
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[Dec. 18th, 2008|09:58 am] |
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Well I am now on Christmas hol til Jan 5th _ YAY!!!!!!!
Got busy few weeks, off to Panto on Sunday afternoon, girlie night out in sparkly frocks on Monday night, collectging the turkey on Tues and then the festivities - ooooooooooooooooooooh its soooooooooooooo exciting!!!!!!!!!!! I love Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope everyone has a good relaxing Christmas and New Year - see you in 2009 xx |
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[Nov. 30th, 2008|03:33 pm] |
I have just bought a gold and black prom dress and black cardi and black kitten heels for my work xmas do - a dress and heels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sooooooooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Nov. 30th, 2008|03:33 pm] |
Had the most fab week inNorth devon in the van for half term. Went on the Fri and back the following Sat. Just me n the kids mon - thus as poor M had to go to work. Met up with some friends who moved to exeter way last year and also had the pleasue of having a whole family of friends fromm Leeds on the next pitch to us! Had total whale of a time - saunton Sands, Croyde beach, surf shop sales, Barnstaple and Pizza Express - gotta love the goats cheese and onion marmalade pizza!!! 2p slots at Ilfracoombe - fabFAB FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back to reality now - off work sick so I can look after a poorly lil girl who has the lurgey :-( poor little poppet. Still, gives me a hance to catch up on the house work lol!
not going to van for while now as busy next few w/e's with friends/ firewrks/ parties etc and then off to give Bluestone a try on 21st never been and are regulars at centreparcs so keen to see how it measures up - the price is certainly more likeable !
Hoping to van it in december and pack up until march when we will be making the most of our seasonal plot!!!! Yay!!!! We have waited a year and have finally been granted a perm pitch from 1st march to 31st Oct - we bloody loves it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2008|12:10 pm] |
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Had the most fab week inNorth devon in the van for half term. Went on the Fri and back the following Sat. Just me n the kids mon - thus as poor M had to go to work. Met up with some friends who moved to exeter way last year and also had the pleasue of having a whole family of friends fromm Leeds on the next pitch to us! Had total whale of a time - saunton Sands, Croyde beach, surf shop sales, Barnstaple and Pizza Express - gotta love the goats cheese and onion marmalade pizza!!! 2p slots at Ilfracoombe - fabFAB FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back to reality now - off work sick so I can look after a poorly lil girl who has the lurgey :-( poor little poppet. Still, gives me a hance to catch up on the house work lol!
not going to van for while now as busy next few w/e's with friends/ firewrks/ parties etc and then off to give Bluestone a try on 21st never been and are regulars at centreparcs so keen to see how it measures up - the price is certainly more likeable !
Hoping to van it in december and pack up until march when we will be making the most of our seasonal plot!!!! Yay!!!! We have waited a year and have finally been granted a perm pitch from 1st march to 31st Oct - we bloody loves it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Oct. 9th, 2008|11:40 am] |
Happy Birthday to you
happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Lucius
Happy birthday to yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a good un hon xx |
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[Sep. 14th, 2008|03:55 pm] |
Its been a while! But all is good good good.
Have had a little financial smile bestowed upon us from dear lovely fate and we are decorating and re-furnishing - its fab! I love it!
Have had a rocky time emotionaly lately with one thing and another but have put it down to bad judgement and moved on. Have had a thereputic clear out and feel sooooooooooooooo much better! Out with the old shite we say!
Work is excellent. Have started the diploma phase of my masters finally and am loving the challenging Behaviour module that I am currently working on which will hopefully aid my transition into Behaviour management in the near future (fingers crossed!)
The children are fab as ever.
Married life continues to strengthen and develop to new levels. Nothing like an attempted spanner in the works to bring the ranks closer together lol.
So, over and out for now - short and sweet - so much better than short and sour lol!
Will update more frequently I promise!!!!(and if I dont find time to do so before the start of Oct - Happy Birthday Hoge xx)
Laters xx |
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